SAY YAS!


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name: Md Yasin
d.o.b: 17th November
school: Raffles College
course: Advance Diploma in Tourism and Hospitality Management
in-take: July 2007
enjoys: cycling and swimming
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11:52 pm, Wednesday, July 18, 2007

it's been 32 Days (Written at 11.53pm, 18th July) since i last updated this shit. it's fucking freaking you know. about 20 minutes ago, i just finished watching the movie titled, "The Number 23" starring Jim Carey. They kept emphasising about the numebr 23 or 32. so it's like freaky man.. 32 Days since i last updated? haha. mere coincidence i guess.

it has been 2 weeks since i started school. people here are wonderful man. guys are pretty easy to interact with. girls... i tried to start a conversation but it seems like they pretended i wasn't there.. just shy i guess. haha.

on my first day (orientation) in school, i came about 10 minutes after 9am.. late but wth. entered class and all of them were there .. people from different courses but the same month in-take. i took some papers and walked to the back of the class. while scanning around for available seats, this girl (i'm guessing indonesian) caught my eye. i don't know why, maybe it's because she was looking at me too? i think. our eyes met for a second or two then i .... just looked down on the floor heading to the empty seat behind her. fucker right. i should had smile but nvm. last 2 days i was smoking at the designated smoking area and she was walking pass me. i didn't expect her to smile, so i just looked her. suprisingly, she smiled, very widely. haha. i returned her a smile too. she's in the busniess course (overheard her talking with one of the course consultant) hehe. i must get her email or contact number or something. haha.

my classes are basically about 3 hours including breaks. at most in a day i would have 6 hours max for this semester. things don't look too easy. i have to scrap off my bad habits, starting from now which had been inside me for about 7 months. haha. i have to tell you guys this. on my first day, i had to fill up some membership form and guess what? my fucking hands were damn shaky and it felt fuckign awkward writing. i looked back at what i wrote .. OMG .. a monkey could do much better. haha. now my handwriting is back to normal alright.. :)

i completed my studio lighting course (photography) which i took up about a month ago. i have yet to develop 6 photos in Super 8R format. i'm not a very fantastic photographer but good enough to take a decent photo. dateline is by August, so i have time. developing the photos would take me only about 30 mins to an hour. i might just do it on friday or somethnig. tomorrow i'm schooling from 12pm till 7pm.. so no time.

one of these days i might be going cycling with my new schoolmates. maybe cycle to places like town or sentosa. i already have one guranteed-going cyclist with me, Harinda. he's in the same course i'm in. might invite izwan to join us.

if only you could understand how i felt when you said those things to me. but i just kept my status visible and my feelings hidden. i don't wish to hurt you nor myself but i guess this is the best choice. i hope you would understand and accept my strange behaviour for this short period of time. i just need a time for myself.